He cares, he knows,he understands

some random thoughts =)

do u have times you juz feel like throwing everything aside and move on or hack abt it? yes i did
do u have times u feel like throwing in the white towel when u feel that u cant take it anymore ? yes i did
have u wonder sometimes why all things seems to be coming at the SAME time,a series of things? yes i did
do the 1st and 2nd qns show signs of running away and base on how u feel and not thinking it logically? yes
does running away help? no, not at all
what is the solution then? face it, deal w it and move on
cos he is w US :) at least i noe He is w me la...

** God healed me!! my painful ulcer...hurray! praise God. think i better be careful of what i eat. =/
**sengakang is really like cats and dogs...really...
*slapping myself* i haven really touch my SAT.....DEBBIE..shall bring my bk out today and mug after all meetings.. hee.

off to combined ulm....

need to make a decision. need to be discipline.

haa..gonna do a short blogging b4 going to ZZzz..

went to register for SAT test on Mon. wa..its pretty expensive:$118.15 to be exact. haa..i really muz be discipline to study hard, practice hard and once n for all. score well. cos hope to get into SMU and i will need SAT to back me up. bought this super big SAT book (smth like a TYS)..gonna practice, and keep practising.. haa..i think i can mug w my j2 dudes and O level's sheeps and pple. asking ruth to help me in my math..thank God for her for willingness in coaching me.

was reading the bible on mon and i think God reminded me abt knowing His word is very impt. hosea 4:6a " my pple are destroyed from lack of knowledge." it juz hit me that i need to be rooted w the word and apply the WOG!!

byezzzz ...nitezz... .to the universe!!!haa

the nite is still young!

couldnt get to sleep..cos was quite full after eating KFC for my dinner -_-"" and had an afternoon nap! wun enjoy this on weekdays.
haa. does nite time has its special power?? i wonder..seems to be thinking alot..i am yawning as i type this post. alright. its a sign.


gd the nitez..........................

let it be me! pick me, pick me!

think sunday is the only day i can blog a decent entry. haa

anyway,yesterday was very inspired by the sermon. be the kind of dispiple material to be train(yes! yes!) i wanna invest time to disciple pple too. i was very excited abt these that i almost feel like immediately go up to shuz n gid to tell them to speak into my life when i need it and train me. i wanna be someone that open up my life(still learning..) and allow people to speak into. i noe those words may not be pleasing to hear, but i noe i shld hear what i need to hear and not what i want to hear. yesh, i wanna grow in this.
after the sermon, i went to "squeeze" shuz! haa..she was quite squash. muhaa.. told gid that if there's anything he thinks i need to change or improve, pls tell me. haa...give me the MEAT!

i wanna train "pauls' " !! haa..i wanna train n make disciple cos isnt that our calling??

camp is gonna be fun!!! haa..still brainstorming for the special events.. hee..got some whacky ideas in mind. watch out for smth interesting and exciting events during camp. wanna noe wat issit? save up and register before 5 nov!!!!!!!

met up w jean and huixin. we went to this mind cafe. smth like settler's cafe. but i prefer mind. its more spacious to me and its opp paradise centre. was quite pack till 10 plus. only at ard 11plus, there were lesser pple. thank God we manage to catch the last train. ha.a.next time can go w my core teams.. (i mean,nee,neb OR gid's core team)

ohh..thurs gonna have dinner with jessie,eelee,wyn n daniel. haaa..it has being a long time since we last met up like this to catch up. miss jessie!! saw her on 2nd svc w her fren's fren i think. hee..jessie!! gonna see u this thurs!!!!! doubt she will read this post though. hee.

think i have become quite cranky when i am with wyn..hmm..haa..wyn, issit u influence me? hee..ya.find that soemtimes when both of us talk, we r like in our own world..talking rubbish. haa.no la.nto exactly rubbish but the wya we talk its quite amusing.think pple will thought that we r nuts! (opps...hope wyn dun get to see this =p) but not totally "credit" my crakiness to wyn alone,.. w sheeps like jiamin,huiqi,yihui,siew luan,dehui and ruiz...i will need ear plugs i think! hee..but i enjoy them all. oh,h.think even the rest of some neb n nee dudes..i have to identify with them as well......haaaaaaaaaaaaa

its gd to make frens ..frens that encourages and spur one another on. i am glad God place them to spice up my life!
nee gonna have cg this wk to celebrate promos ended (except yj..haven start yet.hee)! heard its exicitng! lets connect those pple back!
gonna have neb cg this wk too i think. haa..thinking of joining them n registering for SAT test as well..

i shall zooommmmm off...... enjoying my sundAy!