둥글게 되는 노래.a song that rings

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

i blog again!!!

**i made a small decision today and am glad i am making baby steps to what i had promise God!

God, thanx for letting me see my blindspots. i 1 2 live my life to pls you and love u. i noe there's still areas i need to work on but i noe u will help me =)

haa..nowadays..am quite consistent w blogging ya?
anyway met eelee for lunch today! enjoyed spending time w her. and i really appreciate her for being understanding and willing to listen to my nonsense! haa. i got a milk colored pull over for $10! its not very thick but can still keep me warm during the cold air con in lecture hall ;)

when i need to leave for sch, i felt tempted to skip the class! haa..ok but i nv. cos stats class is impt. and true enough, the lecturer went thru last wk topics n qns then touch on new topic. i planning to do the qns he asked us to do later then do law assignment? or shld i do law assignment first?arghhh.. ok nvm decide later.

went to give my last tuition to the pri 3 gal. shuz will be taking over. in fact its "take back". haha.cos previously was her student. now i will only have morning tuition. will have more time to do things.

after tuition, met eelee to swim! only swam 14 laps :( my usual is 20. cos the pool closes at 9pm so we were told to come out of the pool. both eelee n i waited for the rain to stop while sitting outside the swimming pool. went home for late dinner (omg..not gd but no choice! haha.). home-cooked food! nice =)

was reading the bible on the train to sch, and came across this verse which speaks to me very timely :

Rom 12:1

1Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is your spiritual[a] act of worship.

tml i will be......
morning: giving tuition and swim after that.
afternoon-evening: do law assignment
evening time: dinner w jalea at my hse!

oh!! ya ! i still need to do a small hmwk for my tuition kid. to help him in his chi spelling.
that's all!!!! off to doing work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHEONGGGG AHHHHHHHHHH

gonna do my part for e mkt grp proj. juz finished checking emails. i hope i will be still awake by the time i finish my part for the mkt proj so that i can do the stats hmwk!

thanx bishan who is so kind to help me alot in our parts for the proj. cos was busy mugging for acc test last wk but immediately after her thurs test, she started to do the mkt proj and even help out my parts! thanx bishan! appreciate it!!! =)

oh no...i feel tired now :( think cos after the swim. *yawnnzz*

had dinner w yinzzz. nice catching up w her =) am cheering u on!!!

yinz..anytime u need to rant out anything..come on.juz dial debster's no.! haaa..

(hmmm..the way i said it, sound like my no. is a hotline?!! )

still have law assignment to do. God!!! give me strength n wisdom!!!!!!!!

a note for eevoon:

thanx for listening to me yesterday nite on the phone and being understanding. i felt much better after sharing w u =) i know u r one person i can trust and share my stuff with.

thanx eevoon!

issit jon tay? or issit me?
ewwww...dunno who is the one who is so incosiderate and sat there!!!

gifts of encouragement =)

a letter n a bar of kit kat from jasmine!
a small cute tin of apple mint sweet (quite nice) from chantel. she said she saw it at 7-11 and saw it was doraemon, she thought of me n bought it for me! haa..so sweet of her =)

to chantel and jasmine: thanx for cheering me on for my studies!

giving you my heart.i surrender all to you.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Another 2 more wks to go!!!

2 more projects! law and mkt proj. next next mon n fri. these two wks will be the cheonging of proj. then will be revision for EXAMS!!! so fast!?!??!!?

sat:

morning: very refreshed by the audio sermon from ravi! a life losing its focus: life of saul. i want to focus on the main thing!

afternoon: proj meet on sat was rather gd. we came out with a few ideas. hope the manager send us the articles fast!!! so that we can continue to do our stuff w the informations.

went for church w rachel =) thereafter district training. dinner w nee cls, gid n shirls! after that the gals went to shop. wanted to get shorts but ended up .... empty handed :( while zhiwei who accompained me, got herself a few stuff!! haa..irony rite?

nite: chantel came over my hse and we had supper!! (OMG ..."sinful") but enjoyed my time w her!

sunday:

today jon tay n a few of us wanted to go kbox, who knows, it was so ex. $18.10!! then we went ot play pool. i wanna train more! still couldnt control well. hahaha.

had a catch up w ruth n shuz over dinner. it was very enjoyable!

(shuping!! i oso wanna catch up w u! opps, jiayi n small gwen too--our kbox session!)

i truly enjoyed my wkends!! =)

still have projs!!! nvm. Aja aja Fighting!!!

side note:

this wk was a great learning for me! i truly grateful to God that thru certain incidents, i draw learning pts.

when things happen,when i am upset or angry etc. i enjoy being left alone or be quiet for awhile(b4 sharing w pple) cos thats when can sort out my thoughts =) i will reflect, evaluate. why i feel this way? why i behaviour this way? etc.

so if u ever see me like that, i am juz sorting out w God. He is always my faithful listener! but no worries, i will still share if u ask.

i always thought silent means consent.

when u didnt disagree means u agree.

well, i juz realise sometimes silent just means "i am not sure/its a neither yes or no"

hmm..but i dun understand why cant we voice out rather then remain silent? even if u are not sure, juz say " i am not sure" why keep quiet? perhaps its a perspective issue ba. to some of us, remain silent juz means not sure. personally, i felt if i asked a qns, when u remain silent and ya facial expression or body language nv show that u are uncomfortable or u disagree, then ya silent is a consent, a yes. but oh well..its a small matter which i learn abt perspective! :)

things that happen juz makes me wanna draw much more to God, depend on him and grow!

ok time to ZZZzzz.(i want to sleep!!) tml need to wake up 8.45am to give tuition. haa.tml need to cheong for mkt proj! n swim!!!! this wk i must swim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**btw goong 2 juz ended. yes. hhmmm..ending could be better i feel though a happy ending. haiz..how come hana kimi n goong 2 ending like not as gd as i expected them to be :(

Pics:

here is regina!

(1 wk back....) haa..she is using a 50cent coin to decide if she and bishan shld go for 2nd half of the law lec. though the tossing of coin said "no " but we went nevertheless. haa..though i was the one who wanted to go, i ended up feeling so tired during the lecture:( lousy hor??!! argh. hate it. think its the lunch effect! haa. ok i blame the lunch -_-"

Mugging buddies:

gwen.daniel.

jesline and me. our notes n stationeries. junyao (haa..actiing cute?)

fri nite dinner after the LAST test!!

we ate zi cha!

haa. food looks gd rite?! its nice!

dewen said the one at his hse downstair is nicer! haa.. shall go try next time!

junyao,dewen(who is unwilling to be captured).deb.jess.jesline

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

heart Warm warm =)

gave tuition in the morning, told the grandma that i giving tuition till end mar cos of sch workload. but feel abit bad for the kid.

who wants to give tuition ?!?! he is pri one. at sengkang! haha.. *advertise*

in the afternoon, was late to meet my proj mates and we lost our way to find the very wu lu ubi tech park! -_- because of my lateness and losing our ways, i causbishan waited for almost 1 hr for nth and had to go travel back :( cos her had to go off at 3 pm. sorry sorry bishan!

i felt bad for the rest of my proj mates: regina, cong ji and kston too! msged them after we part. though they are understanding and did not bear grudge, i still feel bad. really, sometimes, a "sorry" cant really make up the mistake u made :( ok! must be on time in the future!

took 3 Cds from cong ji and rip all the songs! haaa..thanx to him! more songs collection. am enjoying those jazz songs now!

then gave tuition to my pri 3 student...then went swiming. met up w yanyu and we walk ard parsa malam! oh man,,..i think my swimming gone to waste la. i ate otahs, tutu kweh, one nugget, and cheese hotdog!!! ARGGHHHHHH BUT!!

had a nice time sitting and eating our food. yanyu! must learn me the quest bible study bk!! during holis i wanna read more!

charging my mp3 now =) hope can bring "him" out tml! gonna do mkt proj stuff and plan out stuff we need to accomplish..God help me! give me and my proj mates wisdom =) we are behind time!! let us able to finish the neccessary things we need to do and give us ideas in jesus name, amen!

tml schedule: morning-*swimming, revision of acc test in sch. afternooon- proj discussion + stats class till 5pm. evening-metha prac.

*hope tml morning can wake up early to swim!!

and..... regina!! thanx for the post on ya blog! haa..omg. one entry esp for me. my heart really felt warm ;)

ok off to proj!

photos:

sharon. yuping. deb!

(am very blessed that God placed these sch mates in my life! so kind in lending me their notes without fail when i need. ;) )

the pic says: not just pretty. gorgeous & intelligent: Regina.

temptation!

(haaa..but i didnt give in! sat, zhiwei, chantel, gideon n daniel were eating KFC chicken!!)

i love them!

(zhiwei.deb.chantel)

my new love! zen neeon 2

(the only thing i dun like its the blue col. back. no choice.the last col. they left. but better than nth! its 2 GB)

Monday, March 12, 2007

ZZzzzz

Regi n bish mention that i dun blog often! haa..ok so i decided to blog abit be4 i go to sleep! (see i blog le k!!?!) haaa.a....

anyway, i think be4 every law lec i better have a cup of coffee. i wanted to be very awake n alert but everytime, i juz feel so tired: ( dunno issit a saturday thing. haiz. i guess cos i am not really a morning person too. but well, no excuse too rite? hee..thats y i think my mp3 will come handy! (juz bought it today*winkz*). thanx for the ride from regina...that brings me to sr mrt after class. took nel n went nexus. my day ended well w people i enjoy spending time with, hearing from shawn and a catch up w zhiwei. going home w chantel, zhiwei n rachel. after a long day, decided to watch goong 2 before i go sleep. episode 17 and 18. next wk will be the last two episode! haa. well its finally getting to somewhere!

though i slept late...i had a gd sleep!!! but after going IT fair..walking ard..i am feeling very tired now. went hm w daniel n yinz. catch up a little w yinz too. and told her that she grew=) am excited abt my newly bought first ever Mp3 player! but am too lazy to do anything abt it. haaa. bought creative neeon 2. had an interesting taxi ride w them. the driver really funny. but most imptly i hope he will come to know God! some1 from Hope actually invited this uncle for easter svc! shall share more next time!

alright. shall go sleep le.this wk gonna be a looonnnggg n busssy wk but its a battle w God.am not alone ;) esp when God oso places pple ard me to go thru w me,doing the same thing, what more can i ask?!!?

Thursday, March 08, 2007

=)
decided to blog before i start doing stuff..here are some happenings:

Wednesday-070307

i totally enjoyed my wednesday! (yesterday) why? cos finally get to have a decent rest (but abit too much cos i slept for 13 hrs!=p guess i really didnt have enough rest) and met up w joy in the afternoon and dinner w luanx! woww..i have those "i am free" feeling! had a great time with both of them to spent my afternoon and nite time with. though today onwards...its mugging, doing proj again. because of all hectic sch life, i treasure times i get to go cg, sat svc, meetings and meeting up w pple i enjoyed w! =)

today-080307

supposed to have lunch w shuz..haaa..in the end we travelled to sch together instead. hee..and we chatted and chatted so much so that we miss out train stop!!! so silly rite? haa..we alight at habourfront n took a bus down to sch.

i really appreciate a friend like shuzhen. someone who time to time tells me that she treasures this friendship we shared and someone who trust me so much that she will share her life with me. shuz, if u reading this...really wanna tell u that i truly thank God for a friend like you who taught me many things too! xie xie ni.

today was a happy day for me.besides i catch up w shuz, smth special happenned on the bus ride.

i always enjoyed long bus ride. why?cos i can either sleep (who dun love to sleep!??! ), read or reflect abt my days, listening to music.

i pen down my thoughts on a piece of paper and wrote it to God today. i thought its a gd way to communicate to God as well. i really felt so much so much better after writting down all my thoughts! i read it once (and i find that some of my thoughts are really so stupid n silly!),then teared into pieces, threw it to the bin when i alight. and told God "ok! its time i moved on"

i dunno how to describe this kind of feeling but its as if a burden was lifted up to God and things start to get clearer =) am a happy girl now! really. well, i always believe in all situation you can always learn lesson from it. thats how you grow!

during the ride, i listened to "my life is yours" and i ended my thoughts on the paper like this:

"God..let the chorus be a prayer unto u....: my life is yours, my soul is not my own. All thats thats within me, will live to please u Lord"

yes. this life is not mine but yours Lord. let my eyes be fix upon you.

no matter how hectic life can be, there's God and friends to brigthen up my days =)

Photos time!

Mugging at the airport!

gwen with lots of food!!

(haa..actually no la..the set meal was MINE!! gwen merely had an apple pie n tea.)

My lunch!! :(
the grilled chicken is not nice! shld have ordered chicken foldover. omg! this meal is sinful! haa...but the latte they had is really nice =)

?!?!?!

(haaa..daniel was pretty tired after the whole day of mugging. so jesline n me decided to be funny n took this pic! jesline is a gd teacher! thanx for teaching me stats ;) )

presenting to you..... JOY!!!!

Artistic drawing

this is what u will come out with when lecture gets abit.....too bored. hahahahaha

thats all folks! off to work!!