둥글게 되는 노래.a song that rings

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Lazy Sunday...

omg..i shld be revising for my law test and i am here..BLOGGING! and slacking. haiz. such sunday is hard to get things done...ok watever..i am giving excuses!!! ok after this, i shall have my dinner and start my revision.

besides attending lectures, here's how my week have been roughly..

Last Sunday: CG @ PS Mac

at the end of the meeting..Raphael played some games with us..

(see what happens to our beautiful hands!!! :( )

My hand!! :(

(had a hard time washing it off though..haha but all in all, we had fun! )

CL meet

zhiwei.me.hsiao en.

(we took this pic while waiting for jon tay.haha gals are gals, can take pics anywhere. even at the bustop!)

Dinner!

(we went to jon tay's new hse !)

Invisible Jon Tay!

(haha this is Jon Tay's new waredore. we actually locked him inside!)

New style: Playing guitar on the bed

(haha..from what kaiwen is doing, shows that jon tay's new bed is quite comfortable .)

we went to jon tay's new house! had a gd time worshipping God together, discussing things that matters to our hearts, watching internal affairs (NICE! nw i noe why freedy loves it. haha) and enjoying the each other's company! jon tay's room is indeed cosy.

TUESDAY: MOONCAKE FESTIVAL

Gwen!
(gwen is so niceeeee. so shared her mooncake w a few of us. haha i am one of the blessed one. this yr's mooncake, dunno why, i have such a great craving for mooncake. and mooncake is FATTENING somemore. haiz..watever. haha.once in a blue blue moon.)

Healthy Chicken & mushroom sandwich

(So sweet of yanyu who did this sandwich for me for lunch! ;)

Nite Time...

A few ex Northeast peeps gathered together! (me,kaiwen,yihui,siewluan,rachel,ding chuen,gideon,jian cong and layling!)

Playing 老鹰抓小鸡 game at the badminton court downstair.

Hot Demand?

(Gideon is in such a hot demand amg the......guys!?! See! they juz want a piece of him! haha.opps! if gideon see this....he will KILL ME!)

Ruiyong w his new cool hairstyle!

Everyone loves sparkles!

Unique Cab!

(both jian cong and i took this cab. so interesting. its like a jeep cab! the fare is the same as normal cab)

WEDNESDAY: Friend's wedding

(held at Civil service club, hilltop garden resturant @ bukit batok)

Edwin & Grace

(my fren; grace look so pretty on that nite! haha. no wonder they say woman look the most beautiful on their wedding day. will post the photo i took w her next time when i receive it.)

My Poly Frens

(its gd to catch up w my poly frens amy & weilin. its the first tiime 3 of us attended a friend's wedding! felt happy for grace. hope she has a blissful marriage! heard she is currently under training and hopes to become a policewoman! woohoo.so cool)

SATURDAY: Shawn's bdae celebration

kaiwen,jon tay,zhiwei,hsiaoen and me celebrated shawn's bdae @ pizza hut! we waited for our seats for like 1hr plus?!?! ok but the fellowship and food make up for that! haha. compare to 2 yrs ago, now the 18 yrs old Shawn, really 长大了! (his spiritual life and his personal development).so happy for Him.believe God will continue to grow this guy into a fine and godly young man! (cant upload any pics taken at pizza hut, waiting for zhiwei to send me the pics ;p)

after dinner, we went to arcade for some gaming!we had so much fun playing the basketball game.the 6 of us even team up and play a few rounds! hehe. its like an mini aerobics exercise for me! LOL.

Basketballers in training!

(jon tay,kaiwen and shawn! haha)

Zhiwei; the Pro Shooter

(haha didnt noe zhiwei can shoot so well! i was asking her if she secretly go arcade to train!! tsk tsk.)

Crazy Taxi

(this game is pretty fun. BUT!!! i am so lousy at co ordinating.i couldnt control the brake and accelerate paddle at the same time:( i juz keep banging here and there. Shawn couldnt stand it and decided to help me play. jon tay told me better not drive on the road! -_-" but i actually got 2nd in position when the 6 of us played dydona! HHAA)

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besides what the pics i had posted abt my wk, it hasnt been an easy for me personally. in terms of handling my emotions. as if i had taken a roller coaster ride :/

personally, i am not those who reveal my emotions very openly when i dun feel gd. firstly cos i do not wish to affect the people ard me. Secondly,i like to take time to evaluate why i feel the way i feel. when needed, i do share w close and trusted ones.

Thank God, He came timely! nv late.

during yesterday's prayer meet, i felt so refresh. we were singing the song "have ur way". this is the song sung during my first church camp yrs back.

So yesterday while singing this song, i recalled my first love with God. how i eagerly wanna learn abt God when i was a younger believer, the hunger and spirit of wanting more of God. i told God yesterday that i really want to desire more of his presence in my life! as a growing christian, i shld desire even more of Him. nth less. but more.

And i come to understand that my focus shld be on God. not on myself. Not getting so caught up w my feelings. i realise how immature i am actually. the way i handle, the way i react. all along i thought i am pretty gd w emotions..haa but oh well..

Thru the prayer meet, the sharing i had a eevoon on fri nite, the msn convo i had w jesline yesterday nite, God juz settled things there and then. God is gd. He heard me and answered my prayers ;)

Even up to this morning, while i was bathing, i remembered one of my bdae wish this yr is that i want to be someone who is after God's heart.its time i act upon it. i need to improve on my private prayer & worship life, learning abt God's word etc. and i am sure as i am close w God, i will be able to handle other aspects in my life better.

ok time for dinner!

**may not update so soon cos this wk will be kinda busy w sch work..will blog again when i have the time! ;)

wat a precious lesson i have learnt this wk!

Friday, September 21, 2007

Anniversary

this yr's church anniversary, i am really grateful and thankful of what God had in all aspects of my life yet another part of me, i feel abit hmmm...sad? i miss a few pple. one of them is eelee tan! if not for her, i will not be who i am today. i still remember taking pics w her during last yr's church anniversary.

in fact, the nite before this yr's church anniversary, i was chatting with her on msn. she told me recently she re read the letter i gave her when she left, she was very touched (awwwwwww ;))..

i started to teared. cos that day..the thought of not able to celebrate w her together saddens me. i really really miss her.

i miss every shepherding w her, i miss swimming w her, i miss going eating/shopping w her, i miss going for spontaneous movie outings...

i miss alot of moments i had w her. i miss times when she shared with me what she learnt from God cos i gain alot from those sharing...

i miss times when i account to her, share my deep stuff with her.

now, when she is not around in spore, i recall there are occassions when i am down, i will thought of eelee. cos i feel like sharing with her, pouring out to her, hearing her advice.

BUT!!! i know she is doing great work for God at chile ;) so...

eelee!!!! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)))))

Thank God for technology! i can at least email her? hehe.i shall do that soon!!

anyway, here are some pics on anniversary:

dewen.jesline.me.junyao

(on that sat, we had morning lec. so we took a couple of pics in sch after that as we are attending diff svc, wun get a chance to take a grp pic..anyway its really cool to have Hope pple who is attending the same class as u! i enjoy sch w pple like them!)

Caution: Pls do not try this at home!

Anniversary Hall!

My Cg!

(yea they are the fellow uls in the jc district! and we are led by a very pastoral n powerful ldr--Raphael Chong! )

Family photo: JC NEA ;)

Shirls and I

(pretty pretty shirls!)

I am NOT short.

i AM just tall. NOT short. and shawn is just taller! ;)

with gd fren eevoon!

Ex NEE ladies ;)

Cheap thrill frens!
Durian puffs!

(kaiwen,yihui,huiying,zhiwei bought durian puffs from this shop->emicake. See the amt of durian paste inside?!?! we simply love it! it taste SO SO GOOD!!! haha i was joking to them saying..tasting that durian puff..its like 10% of "tasting" what heaven is like..muahah)

Relax!

(went out w the cls after that.we went kovan's hk cafe. hmm seriously..the frequent visit to that cafe makes me think that mayb we shld apply some memebership card if they haf. haha!)

Random pics:

SIM Student week

Hey Gorgeous!

(Desmond yeo, Fiona Xie and ben came to our sch. and juilian hee was the judge that day. pretty interesting to see them real life. but was watching them from afar though..from the 4th level)

Lecture mates =)

Wedding Invitation!!

(nono. dun be mistaken. i am not getting married. i juz recieved this invite today! its my poly fren! OMG. she is older than me by 2 yrs?haha and she is getting married alrd. haha cool. first time attending a fren's wedding. pretty excited abt it. )

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I wish...

i wish for alot of things in my life...

sometimes i wish to be able to do this...able to achieve that

i wish i can be this, i can be that

i wish i can be someone else.

but everyone is unqiue

therefore, i shld love myself

truth hurts but i want to be humble to change.

i am not perfect

nor the kind of person pple sometimes hope me to be

i am sorry.

dun be afraid to tell me what i need to improve.

cos i noe i still have blindspots.

i may not receive it well the 1st time

but it doesnt mean i dun get it after that.

i am still under some construction by our Maker

i am a "work in process"...

pls guide me, help me along.

all the lack i have, i want to do all that i can and work it out w faith.

God, i need you....really need you. this i ask.