enjoyed my spiritaul family!

today's unit cg was indeed an enjoyable one. thank God for huiqi who willingly open up her house to us. haaa..not easy man..she n her maid need to help clean up after we ate the steamboat. thru the games,...the food....after eating playing games and later on the rest went shopping...believe all off us enjoyed one another's presence. haaa..i even heard two new b actually sms the brothers to said they enjoyed today;s fellowship. would like to join us more often. of cos! the family of God is interesting and enjoyable cos God is in us. he aint a boring God. poor chantel kept spilling her orange juice..haa..and her white yhope t become a 1/5 yellowish n white t shirt -_-""...but it was fun w the gals and see the new faces joining us. the guys too! and we had fun playing with huiqi's dog-shasa.. ohh..shawn's potential "wife" haaa... i think he will kill me if he sees this =p

tml having singer's retreat..going caneoing..haa..seems interesting n am excited abt it too. if its fun..next time can go w nee pple, my core team..my cg.....etc... haa..

AM FEELING HUNGRY NOW! :(

ok..i shall go off after blogging. the thing is that..at home, there's nth much to eat (smth that appeals) besides.....maggi mee. actually i grew fat becos i settle most of my meals outside. haaa..bad bad...anyway am looking forward to tml's unit cg! haa..we gonna play games..welcome new b..and EAT!! steamboat at huiqi's hse. haa.hmm..pre new yr celebration. gonna take picutres and more funny pictures! haa..i felt taking photos its gd to create memories....

ok..shall go off now. btw am pretty irritated by this msn blocker thingy..dunno why got virus..and when i start a conversion w pple, the msg of asking pple to DL that prog will juz automatically pop out. haa..but shawn gave me a brilliant idea. uninstall MSN. ok..i will do it now. thanx shawn! haa...hmm..or issit i am dumb? no la..nv come across my mind k? haa..or dumb? muhaaa..

**God, thanx for reminding me abt serving u wholeheartedly n not my leftovers =)

what u like Vs what you can do (ya capability)

yup i did went for a swim. and i am sun burnt now!!! hot n kinda pain. and moreover...haiz..my 12 laps gone to a waste. i dun have self control! yihui n i concluded that we cannot eat together cos we will end up eating alot. we r not firm enough. i told yihui that next time shepherding we can only drink water! haa..but i enjoy hanging out with her.

pris n shuz r so sweet. was chatting w pris online...talking to her abt my SAT and abt uni. she offered to meet me up if i need any advice or need to discuss or ask her anything abt uni. wow..am so touch! i mean purposely juz to meet me up abt my studies..wow..and asking shuz if she can join me to go down to look ard the schs for info next wk, she agrees without any hesitation. haa. thank God for them =)

actually am in a stage whereby i'm pretty confuse. believe God will show me the way as i go along..dunno if i still wanna stick to my decision of studying SMU ( cos i need to retake SAT most prob. pris n even the guide bk said most pple need to take 2 or 3 times n above to do well -_-""), will i really like the course? but then again, i may have interest in other field of studies..but it doesnt mean i am capbable of studying it well n graduate.
think in this society, its like that. i went to MDIS mass com briefing for their degree. its a advane dip n straight to degree. but then my language aint that gd. so afer much thoughts..drop that idea of pursuing that. cos fees r not cheap too.

shall find out more next wk n spend these few days praying n thinking through!! haaa. but at least pris n shuz r there to guide me.

juz now was chatting on the phone w chantel n huiqi..wow..was pretty fun n gd to talk/catch uo w them. ah zhi is back! haa..ah zhi muz have being missing me badly =p think if she reads this she will puke. ok..shall go. am tired.

Part 1: my ex collegue converted!

haa.wow..xmas over and a new yr is coming. it has being fun and fruitful. but this coming 2006 will be even greater! am glad i contributed a soul during the xmas christmas. its sooooo great to bring ya fren n see them converted!

i invited my ex collegue to xmas service. at first he said shld be ok. so on fri i confirmed w him again n he came! actually i called others of my ex collegue but the rest having other progs. so when i asked this collegeue of mine..am very afraid he is not free.
but yeah..in the end he came. then i told joseph (mr bao) while we r resting at america room on fri. then i asked him "hey..how to ask him for salvation?" haa...its like a "duh" qns but i am nervous k? haa.. i suddenly feel so scare! hee..cos it has been a long time since i asked my fren abt whether they wanna convert. contacts r ok. cos dun really know them. but when comes to my fren..will be abit nervous. i am very. haa..but a gd feeling. joseph agreed to help me out!
**thanx joseph! (dunno if u will see this but thanx!)

so met him up w jospeh n susi at OG.then went for service. drama..p&w...sermon..song presentation..altar call! the most nervous moment. when ps jeff said that those hope people who brought your fren, can ask them. i asked him. i asked if he raise his hand. he said YESH!! .in order to find out further, joseph ask why he wanna convert. cos he is 26 yrs old-young adult, he able to take this qns. he said he has the intention to after he went to one of his fren's church previously. and he said definitely there muz be more to this life. wow! so we went down to prayed w him!! so cool la. its a joy that cannot be describe. haa..to bring a person from "darkness" to light!!! haa..
during dinner time, joseph was very sweet. he purposely asked me what dessert i like (and i wondering why he ask..issit he wanna buy for me? =p) then he asked my fren. actually, he wanna find out what my fren likes indirectly. so joseph went to buy sum logan dessert n bless him! so sweet rite? haa..now i know why people say joseph is a gd shepherd.
haa.find that my fren is a very sincere new b. he asked what kind of bible he shld buy. he even told his two frens abt his conversion and the service he went. haa.on that same day he converted! wow..am very impress.haa.he went for joseph's xmas partyy on sat. haven ask him how issit. but believe its pretty fun.
yeahh! and it makes me convicted that we shld nv nv give up asking and sowing on pple. u will nv know how God will use u to bring them to know him. know i understand the word God speaks abt ASK. if u dare to ask, he dare to give. i asked God for my collegue to come, for his salvation. and God gave!haa. how can the non b know abt God unless we ask and speaks?

PART 2: updates..happenings..

ohh..last nite checked my SAT result.ok..average.but dunno issit gd or bad..cos there;s sum changes compared to the previous old SAT..i asked dewen abt the calculation cos he took SAT b4..but the calculation seems diff. haa..nvm. tml i will call up the SAT centre. hee.abit kiasu cos fri they will mail the result but if i can confirm earlier my score..i can make arrangement whether to retake anot. pray that there';s not a need to retake ><>"God..pls help me get a flexible one! and gd pay. haa. in jesus name, amen!"

i decided to go swimming tml. i told my mum last time that if i not working..i will go slim down n exercise. but since after camp, i haven being keeping that promise. am comtemplating. then the more i think of the benefits, the more i wanna go. haa.here r the benefits:

1. can get tanner!
2. be healthy and slim down
3. a form of relaxation

pretty enjoy swmming cos can get into the cooling water and exercise. another part of swimming that i love is that i can talk to God while i swim. haa..simply love it. cos i can pour my heart out to God. hee. of cos not praying to God with my mouth open! haa..saying them in my heart. great enjoyment! hee..

i scare i cant wake up tml. haa..cos needa buy newspaper to look for job. ok..i shld decide. i wanna get tan. okokkkkookokok. debbie.u muz do it! amen. swim swim.

oh..this thurs nee having unit cg! steamboat at huiqi's hse. haa.and fri is singer's retreat. heard we gonna canoe at sentosa. looking forward to all these =)

Food for thought : serving for the audience of one.
not for any status,any gains, any affirmations but simply Him.

GOd is GOOD! divine xmas card?

today was a blessed day.
firstly,in the afternoon was a refreshing time of meeting God n intercession during shirls ulm. surprisingly we pray for 1hr 45 mins!
daryl was prohesying that one thing we need to do is to ASK. and i remembered during northeast pm last fri, God spoke to me and for the unit as well this 3 letter word ASK . if we dare to ask, he will dare to give! was once again convicted abt building 50 j1s generation. i am very very thrill when i think abt it!! yesh! God is gonna use us!
while praying for areas to repent and confess, as i take time to relfect, got to realise sum of the areas that i really need God to grow me in and change. thank God i am not God.haa..if not, the world will be in chaos. i agree w shirls. i cannot comprehen how come God can be so so patient w us (w me!) when sometimes i refuse to admit the sins i committed...when i stubbornly rebel against him-either w my actions or in my heart..etc.
purity of heart. pure motive...in all areas of my life. in my speech, in my actions, in my service to God
(oh.God, pls refine my every actions, my every thoughts n the motive behind them all)

then went to shop for xmas cards! tell u, pple who receive my cards...haa..its a divine xmas card! no la..cos its really God who save those cards for me. as i am pretty tied in my budget (am not working now..waiting for lifebook shop to accept me??!?!if not....) i need to spend wisely. haa..(really learnt wat is "save for rainy days ;/ ohh..oso reminded to be contented w what i have =) God indeed provides! the story goes:

went w pris,ruth,congsie n junhuang to mark n spencer to see cards. cannot. out of my budget. cos i wan presentable, cheap and alot of xmas cards. went to both watson shops in town, all sold out. ruth n i started to get worried. walking ard taka..still cant find any.
while ruth n i was making our way to orchard mrt, we passby wisma watson so we decided to try. true enough! ASK and it will be given to u. we ask the staff if there's any xmas cards, she showed us way the cards r displayed n exactly two boxes were left! God save it for ruth and myself.
then we went toa payoh's watson to see. muhaa..they are selling 20 cards w envelops for HALF PRICE! so ruth n i happily took 3 boxes in total. (1 box each n the other box, we split them equallY) all was within my budget. haa..very thankful to God.xie xie God! and i know its GOD. its him who "planned" this all along =)
i badly wanna give smth to pple ard me during xmas but am very tied too. think God sees my heart. haaa. but really feel bad for not able to give gifts...hmm..(past yrs i think at least i can get sum gifts) but its the thought that counts !! haa..as i had said, if u receive my cards..they r divine! haa..(opps...wrong doctrine)

next few days will be intense prayers for the non b,new b n fellow harvesters, writting of cards..and cards...and cards...i dun wan to repeat the same history of writting ALL the cards the day b4 svc. becos it will be super duper madness n unfair to the last person or the middle person who's card i gonna write. this time round i muz be discipline! haa..yesh. i will pple =)

I broke my mug AGAIN??!!

YESH! i broke my mug again!! haiz...this is the 3rd/4th time i broke my mug in this yr? haa..think i better use plastic cups.

i had a terrible terrible dream tis morning that woke me up! not going into the details but smth i wun one to see it happen. haa..not getting pregnant or what... anyway..

had my first shepherding w yanyu! wow..i muz say she is very willing and really go all the way. i suppose to meet her in town. but didnt confirm the exact venue e day b4 . i tried calling her this afternoon but couldnt get her to confirm. cos she lost her hp so dun have my no. she actually called others to trace for my hp no. *touch touch* then i ask if she mind coming to compass pt to meet me, without any hesitant, she agrees. wow.. haa...had a fruitful time knowing her. thanx 4 being honest yanyu! hee..will see u grow lots!

then after yanyu left, asked zixin if she wanna come to compass pt to eat dinner ..cos she stayed quite near..we r sengkang dudes! haa.wow..she oso one person thats very "on" so in ard 15 mins time, she reach! we wasnt very hungry..so walk ard...and ard.... then settle in starbucks and shared egg mayo sandwich and ice blended mocha! haa.. time files. the first time i got to know her when she was sec 1!! now she alrd grad le! haaa..and she has grown so much spiritually too. haaa..will go all the way down to meet her sheep after her work..at nite lei and ended like 12 midnite?..haa. very commendable =) i juz ask if she can help me check out bbq pits for sum event..she actually do it immediately..very faithful. haa. glad that we are running this race together.

tml ne pm! gid is back in action..n expecting great time of meeting god n requeting from God too. 4-6pm at rc..see all fellow ne-ians there! =)

The Power of USB 2.0 Card Reader/Writer!

thanx to aquila and junliang for accompanying me to sim lim after the brainstorming of countdown party w east.
haa..everyone..i am happily chipping away..haa..why?? cos i juz bought this multi card reader! now, not only can i upload ALL the photos i took using my hp, i can oso transfer songs from my com to the memory card and i can use my hp to serve as a "mini mp3 player" muhaaa. i am so happy la. its like...FINALLY my hp can function to its fullest.. put to gd use. and i think its really a blessing from God. right now i cant get a mp3 player..though the memory card cannot store ALOT of songs..but at least a couple of them..better than nth la. if i am singing on sat..i can transfer songs and listening to them during thurs-fri while i am travelling. hmm..wondering if i can get a bigger memory card, mayb i can store more songs..haa.ok..i shall be contented. hee.

wow..now venue for the countdown party is a big thing! but God will give us a gd one!! yeahh.
tml guys r watching king kong and the gals we r having ice cream cg..haaa...i'm gonna fully use my hp cam to take pics.. its great to see pple getting connected..

**i wanna bring my mum to the mandrain xmas svc,my previous collegues n my neighbour that i have yet got her name though had a conversation w her once recently.haaa.as i was using the F&P guide.i pray that i will seize any opportunity to invite them!!

**went apply job at lifebook shop at compass pt. wrote the application form. hope i can get a job there.haa.heard was gd n flexible.. GOd...pls help me =) yeah. he will.

50 J1s Generation

back!

yupp yupp...everyone is back from esprit de corp--building a dream team.

this time round, i fel smth missing. am not referring to the prog, the food or what, its myself. but God used ps jeff to spoke to me on that very nite. had a small talked w God thta very nite. and gonna do it again later. i noe what issit. i noe God wanna bring me deeper into His presence so much..so much more.. but i gotta be ready. yesh.i need to.

wanna declare a BIG thank u to all who are invovle in "who's the king and JUMP-Answer The Call. from the intial brainstorming team of who's the king..to the script wrtiters -xin hung and sherli tan to the movers..to the MM team to the Ldrs who r being dressed up and shirls who has to denied herself to wear that costume..to the musicians who prac very hard for all the concert and p& w seesions..to daniel, gwen and shirls in planning the concert as well...if not for them..who's the king and the concert will not be a success. they are the one who contribute alot alot!!!! thank u ALL PEeps!!!

gideon challenged us (NEE & NEB) to build 50 J1s in one generation and from then on, we will see a great revivial! cos we will not have to worry abt when the j1 move to j2....not enough shepherds/lrds. as u noe, jc only has 2 yrs..its not like HS that there's 4 yrs. we have to be quick in training man. wow..its a big challenge but it really make my heart so excited abt it!!!! i pray that God will my team,my pple and myself to see this 50 j1s generation b4 my very own eyes and i wanna labor in this BIG CHALLENGE. it will be so so awesome to see this coming to past! and most imptly, God's name will definitely be glorify!!! =) if God is for us, who can be against us???!?!!??

haa..gid,rayson and freedy is now in thailand!!! i told freedy that my spirit is w them!!!! haa..too bad dun have enough..if not i will so badly wanna drag someone with me to go thai w them. its so fun to travel w frens.!! i hope i am able to save up f0r the upcoming thai camp... hmmm..shall see how ba. haa.



"God, if u can use a donkey to speak, pls use me! "