so much more..

lots of thoughts running thru my head. people i care for..my studies,..my grp...people who r far God..

past wks, i learnt abt myself. i learnt that after all...

i can be quite stubborn.
i'm quick to judge. ( though my level of benefit of doubt is above average but sometimes, i do fail.)
i neglected people who needs to be strengthen and cared for.
i can be unforgiving.

sometimes i thought to myself, how can God's forgiveness be so............................argh..i dunno how to describe. i want to know more n experience this love n forgiveness more so tat i can exercise what he did to me and his pple =) oso..am still learning to apply the sermon last wk encouraging others.

haaa...and at times, frankly, i hate making decisions. sometimes, for certain things, i rather people tell me what to do and i follow, rather than i decide on the path. but then again, if that happens...will i rather want to make the decision myself instead? haa...man can be so contradicting.

had a wonderful catch up w my date yesterday! haa..shuping! we had an adventure. walk from one place to another..finally ended up at coffee club! food was nice. but most imptly, the company was great =) we had being frens for like almost 7 yrs? haaa...next time we wanna ask ruth out too.. last time, ruth, shuping and myself r in the same cg in our high school days...we serve God together n did lots of silly but fun things together. no wonder people said, frens form in high school days normally will last. haa..treasured the frenship i share w them and many more people who are dear to me (i didnt mention didnt mean i forget abt u!)
so what if u dun have a bf now? i want the best from God. haa..all i do is to grow in God and wait for his timing. i have a bunch of crazy n fun loving sisters and brothers who will lift me up and spur me on the race. thats all i need for now. haha. cos they r the people i will still keep in touch even if i ever get married.

gwen (from ys) and i even agreed that if we didnt marry..we can buy a unit in a condo...and live together w sisters who r not married. hahahah...can do qt together...eat together...etc..so funny!
okok..i am not trying to promote "dun-get-married" thingy.. juz think its pretty cool. (anyone wants to join?!)
of cos..wun mind getting married la. next time shall share my criterias. haa.a.quite fun.

wanna thank all the people in nee for giving their very best last sat. jiayou for the coming wired!! revgen marching towards 40..here we come!!!!!!