suai day... (lousy day)

the day started off ok..then smth happen. i was rather irritated n kinda piss off initially. haa..ruiyong, jiayi, dehui n rayson has the "privilege" to see debbie angry. hahaha..ok. its not smth to be proud off. after ahwhile..i cooled down..questioning myself why do i feel the way i feel, why am i angry... realise i learn abt myself again! (haa..why issit in unpleasant moment i learn abt myself??!!!) ..i realise.......

a) i dun like people to compare me with others.cos most of the time its comparing my weaknesses w people's strength. i

b) i can be quite petty at times..(oh mine~!!! nonononon!!!!!)

then was happily going to deposit my pay...then realise i lost 2 third of my pay! i remembered vividly i put inside my wallet. i fold the cash together. and after then, i didnt touch my wallet again. if i drop it..why didnt i drop the rest of the money but 2 thrid of it. hmmm...it looks quite possible that someone has stole but couldnt be.

i need the money. i wanna go thai camp so much... how?!?! now worse..haiz..i really feel kinda sad... i hope God will make a way. my pay and the trip.

during this period, i realise saving is very impt. esp for raining days. esp when ya parents r not giving u any allowance even u r working part time ..what u earned, u r to survive w it. its really not easy. sometimes i felt abit regretted telling my dad that since i work, i wun get any allowance (that time had a little squabble =p). i struggle...i need to be careful of every cent i spend. but i think its for my gd. but.....hao nan ar.......... i need to pay of hp bills...pay transport fees...pay for meals... ok..it could be a gd time for me to learn being thrifty. haa.a..! =) everything will happen for a reason?

ok..talk abt happier stuff...
then went down to meet jean, huiying n ruiz. haaa..we had an enjoyable time of catching up w one another. cos jean's bdae..so we decided to go out w her! . we went to harry's bar after the meals.. waa..tell u guys..the guiatrist really gd!
he can played the melody and play bass on the same guitar..except for sum smoke smell..afterall it was a worth while try (hhaa..am pretty excited cos 1st time to bar) everytime i pass by esplanade i wun want to go in harry's bar. finally!! today i make it.. hhaa..


"God...pls let miracles happen!! "

gtg...dozing off a few seconds b4 the com!!! haa.