Thursday, June 15, 2006
i met up with eelee on tue nite. and told her abt the decision/pact i made with God. i noe on concert nite, God poke me like nv b4!!! poke n poke n poke non stop i tell u! haa.. i told him if i decided to allow him use me, he must really back me up! then i ask him to confirm thru prophecy which he did on that nite n even past days during camp.
yes. i have being running away. running away n "siamming". and i noe if i make that decison to allow God to use me, alot of things will take place which sum i am really uncertain of.
however, i feel that its time to put a stop to this "running away". so i decided. and God assured me. i felt his peace n assurance. in fact, past few nites, i couldnt really cos am really excited of wat God is gonna do thru me n on the same time very scare!! but if serve God till u do not free challenged, then why u need God rite? there's no kick rite?
haaa..i noe i am putting myself into "trouble" but its for gd. hahahaha... (if u noe what i am talking abt) challenges will come i believe but i noe He is with me. thats all it matters. the holy spirit will empower me. am asking God to use me to exercise spiritual gifts so that pple will be awed by God!
haa..tml eelee n i will start our stamina training for our future aspiration! we wanna work towards it. heheh.
tml is the first NED gals cg! yeahh..heard food is gd..ahahaha. ok..Gods presence will be even more!!
happy bdae matthias!!! =)