Sunday, July 16, 2006
nv will i forget this very day.
haa..no worries,not that i am getting married or wat.haha! but its smth more excited then getting married i guess!!!
today, 16 july 2006 during shirls's ulm marked the biggest day of my life. my turning point.the start of my adventure with God! a new chapter!!!
this is wat happened. (during shirls ulm @ joo chiat)
it was the time for prophecy after the worship, so
so pple prophecise..blah blah blah
when it looks like its gonna end...
shirls spoke a word!!
(u thought its pretty normal? no!! read on!!)
its not like those
"God wants to speak to a few pple here and encourage them w this verse...."
nor
" i saw a vision....its..........and God wants to tell us....."
nor
"there's someone here in our midst, God wants to speak to u".....etc.
BUT
this smth she said
God wants to speak to particularly DEBBIE!!!!!!
(can u believe it?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
ok..then i was there like..."ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" )
she continued and said that the rest can listen and be encourage by God's word..
so she read the verse God wanna speak to me
ps 144:1 (haa.a.i gonna print out big n paste it in my room!!)
Psalm 144
Of David.
1 Praise be to the LORD my Rock, who trains my hands for war, my fingers for battle
so she said smth like God sees my spirit in serving Him (eg. teachable, love pple ..etc) God will continue to add upon me as i lead. in my ldrship. juz like the verse said, trains my hands for war, my fingers for battle, He will equip me. i need not feel inadequate. and i need to act w dilligence and integrity of heart.
after which, shirls and the rest of the uls prayed for me =)
i am soo sososoosososo overwhelemed by it!!!!!! when shirls started to say the first few lines "this word is particularly for debbie" i was "ermmmmmmmmmm, sound scary.haha" =p
its like...so many pple in ulm, God chose to speak to me! particularly for me!!!!!! arghghhghg!! i felt so so loved by Him!! i mean its as if some big shot wants to talk to u only??!!?!!!
and it comes very timely. cos was asking God to really help me lead in a different way and give me insights!
i know he is with me. i know the decision i made during ignite was rite. i thank God i did not let him pass me by and continue to "run away". thank u God for loving me!!!
btw previosuly i was planning wat areas i need to grow in and learnt. so one of the way to learn is to read up books on those area. so timely that i received two books on sat!! it was my belated bdae gifts! hahahah. singers bought this book--heart of an artist and ruth's brother n sister ask ruth to choose a book for me. and ruth consulted gdieon n the book was abt mentoring. its exactly link to areas i wanna learn. esp ruth's brother n sister,they really have the heart. haa..felt so dote by them even they r not my blood related siblings. they are always concern abt me and helping me along in my studies in one way or another.
singers are so sweet too!!
haa..i read quite slow one...i shall jia you!!
so all in all, i know after i made that decison, God kept his promise. he keep assuring me, guiding me along and showing me his plans for me bit by bit.
you came so real, so personal today.
i will nv forget.
u speak to my heart.
assuring me that you are with me.
you are backing me up!
i need not fear,
i will go in faith.
thanx for loving me =)