Monday, July 09, 2007
Feelings.
(smth everyone has)
when i am young, i hope i will grow up faster. i wanna be an adult. so that i can haf more freedom, do more things, know more.
but when i grown up, its a different story sometimes.
there are times i hope time will go abit slower. i want to become a child again. when u dun really need to think/know too much. just being very simple. well then again, mayb we are the ones that make things complicated.haha
as i grow up, i think alot more. i hate it sometimes. cos some of the thoughts are a waste of time and its not productive.i will end up being negative.
i hate being emotional. i wanna move on. i dun like being over sensitive to certain things pple said or do. i try not to read into it too much. but sometimes i failed :/ esp if i had a bad day.
or perhaps..
there's a few unsettled thoughts/feelings i have yet settle completely....thats y i begin to haf mix feelings.
i wish sometimes i am emotionless. just make me a robot for a few sec/mins/hrs/days. so that i no need to feel and think so much. hhaaa..BUT its not possible.
so the best way to deal w it i guess is to.........Look to God =)
2 cor 10: 5b... we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.
i wanna make captive of my every thought/feelings.....
Events of the week:
Back to sch!
me.jesline.junyao.dewen (who refused to let me take his pic!)
Dinner w shuping ;)
I love hanging out w u!
SA CG
courtesy of yishi who is the game master, bought all these donuts for the games!
SA CG Game (the donut hand wrestle)
JC District Event @ east coast!
some pics of the games we played:
Victory Pose!
(hahaa..i cant believe kaiwen actually did this pose aft his team won the game.)
Monopoly show down
Norman, kaiwen,timothy and zixin came my hse to played monopoly aft the district event.
"Prisioner"-->norman
(he very suay. he was leading the game intially. but soon aft, he got into jail. not only once but it happen like twice or thrice! :/)
Zixin step into the big winner's "beautiful land" thats filled w 4 houses! poor gal, have to give all her cash to him.
Big winner--kaiwen
(later on, he built like two hotels n had lot of money! he is a kind winner though. cos some of us were very broke n even owe him $$,..he was kind enough to even lend us his $$$ ;)
ok better catch some beauty sleep now. i must sleep.