둥글게 되는 노래.a song that rings

Friday, September 21, 2007

Anniversary

this yr's church anniversary, i am really grateful and thankful of what God had in all aspects of my life yet another part of me, i feel abit hmmm...sad? i miss a few pple. one of them is eelee tan! if not for her, i will not be who i am today. i still remember taking pics w her during last yr's church anniversary.

in fact, the nite before this yr's church anniversary, i was chatting with her on msn. she told me recently she re read the letter i gave her when she left, she was very touched (awwwwwww ;))..

i started to teared. cos that day..the thought of not able to celebrate w her together saddens me. i really really miss her.

i miss every shepherding w her, i miss swimming w her, i miss going eating/shopping w her, i miss going for spontaneous movie outings...

i miss alot of moments i had w her. i miss times when she shared with me what she learnt from God cos i gain alot from those sharing...

i miss times when i account to her, share my deep stuff with her.

now, when she is not around in spore, i recall there are occassions when i am down, i will thought of eelee. cos i feel like sharing with her, pouring out to her, hearing her advice.

BUT!!! i know she is doing great work for God at chile ;) so...

eelee!!!! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)))))

Thank God for technology! i can at least email her? hehe.i shall do that soon!!

anyway, here are some pics on anniversary:

dewen.jesline.me.junyao

(on that sat, we had morning lec. so we took a couple of pics in sch after that as we are attending diff svc, wun get a chance to take a grp pic..anyway its really cool to have Hope pple who is attending the same class as u! i enjoy sch w pple like them!)

Caution: Pls do not try this at home!

Anniversary Hall!

My Cg!

(yea they are the fellow uls in the jc district! and we are led by a very pastoral n powerful ldr--Raphael Chong! )

Family photo: JC NEA ;)

Shirls and I

(pretty pretty shirls!)

I am NOT short.

i AM just tall. NOT short. and shawn is just taller! ;)

with gd fren eevoon!

Ex NEE ladies ;)

Cheap thrill frens!
Durian puffs!

(kaiwen,yihui,huiying,zhiwei bought durian puffs from this shop->emicake. See the amt of durian paste inside?!?! we simply love it! it taste SO SO GOOD!!! haha i was joking to them saying..tasting that durian puff..its like 10% of "tasting" what heaven is like..muahah)

Relax!

(went out w the cls after that.we went kovan's hk cafe. hmm seriously..the frequent visit to that cafe makes me think that mayb we shld apply some memebership card if they haf. haha!)

Random pics:

SIM Student week

Hey Gorgeous!

(Desmond yeo, Fiona Xie and ben came to our sch. and juilian hee was the judge that day. pretty interesting to see them real life. but was watching them from afar though..from the 4th level)

Lecture mates =)

Wedding Invitation!!

(nono. dun be mistaken. i am not getting married. i juz recieved this invite today! its my poly fren! OMG. she is older than me by 2 yrs?haha and she is getting married alrd. haha cool. first time attending a fren's wedding. pretty excited abt it. )

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I wish...

i wish for alot of things in my life...

sometimes i wish to be able to do this...able to achieve that

i wish i can be this, i can be that

i wish i can be someone else.

but everyone is unqiue

therefore, i shld love myself

truth hurts but i want to be humble to change.

i am not perfect

nor the kind of person pple sometimes hope me to be

i am sorry.

dun be afraid to tell me what i need to improve.

cos i noe i still have blindspots.

i may not receive it well the 1st time

but it doesnt mean i dun get it after that.

i am still under some construction by our Maker

i am a "work in process"...

pls guide me, help me along.

all the lack i have, i want to do all that i can and work it out w faith.

God, i need you....really need you. this i ask.