Can u see the "hole"?

A "hole" on the fish cutlet.

A "hole" on the road.

(Guess who is this lying on the floor?! haha.)

i was having a nap juz now. wasnt feeling that well but nw am much better! praise God ;) no more headache and my voice sounds better. no more sexy voice! haha.

Actually i juz wanna wake up & go to the toilet and go back to my nap. but my mind starts to work again! so since i cant get back to sleep even though i tried, decided to juz wash my face and wake up.

i gonna ressume exercising and eating well nxt wk onwards (this wk didnt get to exercise :/). its very impt esp during this period of exam revision. cos it does help in my concentration,more alert too ;)

anyway, after yesterday's sermon, i haf choosen 2 "mordecai"! i name them Mordecai (A) and Mordecai (B). i "informed" them by giving each of them a postcard i've written this morning ;) and along w that, i decided to have buddy(s) mordecai & a special mordecai (i juz msg her on msn said i will tell her smth exciting! haha she dunno i gonna appoint her as my "special" mordecai yet. tsk tsk).

yup. i need these "mordecai (s)" in my life! i need pple to throw me hard qns, speak into my life, train me and guide me to what God wants me to be. i want to be faithful to what God has given to be and act upon it wherever he place me in. i wanna have the GUTS to do it. yesterday God reminded me the prophecy that was spoken to me last yr (i've mention b4):

Psalm 144:1
1 Praise be to the LORD my Rock,who trains my hands for war, my fingers for battle.

how can i forget abt this?!?!?!?! sometimes i get so caught up w things ard me that i forgot God's promise to me. human beings are so forgetful aint we? hahaha thats y i guess God always need to remind us thru all sorts of ways. but it shows smth....HE NV FORGETS our respond, our dreams.

and i oso wanna find pple that i can be their mordecai to. on the same time, i shld prepare myself to be the right kind of mordecai too! ;)

i was watching ratatouille w joy on thurs nite ;) our 1st movie together! (more to come joy!!hehe.) the show is nice! i like the part when they say abt doing smth new, abt dreaming big. and i start to think abt dreams that i had. ahahah..many of them.


there's one dream that i had and i was even thinking of "abandon" it long time ago. but i realise i didnt even try to do anything abt it. yet i wanted to juz let it go like that. i give myself excuses like "i am not gd enough. there's others who is better. i juz continue to remain where i am nw and that will be gd. etc " arghh. at least i shld give it a try rite? even if i cant reach there...perhaps something gd will come out of it. at least give it a try! YESH.thats where my "special mordecai" comes in! hehe. actually i feel abit paiseh for asking her to be but..but watever it is, i gonna TRY.hmmm once i tell her, there's no turning back! ;p