You have the choice.

i'm sending my laptop for "check up". guess can only get it back next wk. the laptop fan is making loud noise..my disk space is low, the com will juz hang & i can only switch off the power to make it work again. MY LAPTOP IS SICK!!! :( ok hope everything will go well after the repair.

yesterday i juz handed my resignation later to the shift leader. felt abit sad that i have to quit the job.. the working environment and the pple at mac call centre are pretty nice and alright. i dun mind working again next time during holis. i have to quit cos projs are pilling up, test will come soon too. i want to do them well. (sch fee is expensive! 1 lect is $100 over :/)

Thank God my parents were understanding abt me quitting work at the moment. . well, i gotta watch how i spend my money then!! ;D

anyway..2nd ess is coming! yupp the whole jc grp gonna fight against all odds!!
JC NEA lets jia you!! more will flood in this wk!! the more things are going against us, the more we gonna wrestle w God in prayer and God's power will show.

was really encouraged when i heard how xingyi expected God to touch the heart of her classmate, Alicia. and during altar call, Xingyi prayed for a word for her fren and indeed, God did! Xingyi spoke in faith to Alicia. Alicia accepted jesus into her life! when Alicia is back to her seats, i saw tearings rolling down her face..later i found out that indeed, God touched her heart ;) such a heart warming scene.

Ny had a new convert too! someone from east brought her. on fri nite, i was telling God that even if somewhere pop out a convert will be gd oso!! haha and God did. ask specifically in prayer. ask anything in prayer! prayer is powerful. of cos, we gotta do our part as we pray too :D

As we labor in hardwork and prayer, Fruits will surely come! If God is for us, no one can be against us!!

OH yes! Go listen to hillsongs new album: This Is Our God. The songs inside are awesome.its really very uplifting and encouraging.

i remember i first heard of one of the song called :desert song ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZE33ejdgWIY) when huiying send me the clip. i was really encouraged by the story of one of the worship leader who sang this song. smth happened before she recorded this song. can check it out. how she still praise God and trust in God despite of her circumstance.

Today i watched another clip of their new song called: Healer (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4xsWldmqAo&feature=related)
The guy who wrote this song, Mike Guglielmucci. Mike is a youth pastor at Planetshakers Church in Melbourne City. he wrote this song when he knows he had a terminal cancer. . yet, he still believes and trust God for his healing. even till the pt he led this song, he put on a oxygen tube and sang it w all his heart. while watching the clip, i totally went speechless.

he said smth that caught my heart during the interview clip: " we can choose what to be magnify." (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aZ_ny8hMgRY&feature=related)
he chose to magnify God instead of his illness. God is BIGGER than the situation.
he is so filled w hope and continue to battle w the illness. he still move on w his life, not feeling pitiful and all. his life testimony really shows me what it means by trusting in God at ALL times and praising Him for who he is.

Because of his real life, his relationship w God, this song that he wrote is so powerful! as the congregation worship w this song, the faith level and dependancy on God is so strong.

it makes me reflect upon my life.everything i go thru, its not wasted. big or small, all can be use for God's purpose somehow, somewhere.

Sometimes i rant and complain abt the happenings in my life.oh man..compare to people who went thru so much in their life, mine is nth man.yes, like what shirls said, our problems are like peanuts!!

When u choose to look to God, there's hope. not fixing ya eyes on situation but God.

i wanna be such a person that choose to focus on God not on things ard me. cos nth gonna change when i keep dwelling in my circumstances. only when i learn to surrender and magnify God, focus on Him, i can be at rest. When God is in control, thats enough.

will be away for a wk from the world of internet...